Another Planet

Planet Tokyo Spend hours obsessively cramming my head full of what is political trivia. [DELETED the mean melt-down bits ... LOL ] I'm hoping I can calm myself to get some sleep. I'll be even more useless than I already am if I don't calm down. I might warm my coffee.  I sit on the same back coffee no sugar for hours.  I like sipping a cold coffee for as long as it lasts.  Warm coffee first thing in the day, or microwaved coffee 'dregs' if I have a cigarette outdoors ... which I don't do much of unless I feel stressed. It seems my lost-in-head-space focus on things that interest me, and my weird aversion to being outdoors, outweighs my cigarette cravings ... which is unusual, I imagine.  But it's probably just as weird still craving a cigarette from time to time, when the addiction is almost broken.   Nicotine is an addiction that never dies. It's time for coffee and cigarette outdoors, before trying to crash out.  1933 Sh*t ... it's worse than I thought.  It's me.  I've lost the plot.   AUDIO | #1.0 Over my meltdown. Not sure what happened. Maybe I get melodramatic when I feel bad. LOL Feel better today. :)