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June 19, 2016

GIF 'Horse Whisperer'




Planet Tokyo


'Horse Whisperer'

Inspired by:  David Lee Roth





This started of really fun, and I could hardly wait to finish it.  It was hours of racing through arrangements and edits.  Yes, racing.  But it still takes forever.  Eventually, it turned to mounting frustration.  Everything felt so slow.

The fun part eventually ran out.  Then depressive feeling set in.  Tiny thing took forever.  Not satisfied with the arrangement.  Seemed pointless and insane.  LOL.  Felt bad devoting so much time to playing with pictures, even though I really do enjoy it.

And then felt really bad for eating a huge hunk of chocolate pudding. 
Guilt.  Self-loathing. 
Why did I eat that pudding?  Am I insane?  I'm always punishing myself like this.  WTF is with me and food?   LOL

When I looked at the kitchen I could have died:  it looks like there's been a party for 20 in there.  I don't know how that happened.  I had everything under control ... and now it's turned to sh*t and every single surface has cleaning for me to do.   Meals aren't worth this effort.

Think I need to figure out how to lay off the food for a while.  Not easy to avoid when stuck with the cooking.

Can't decide on audio.  I'm hooked on both. 




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